Happy New Year everyone! It’s the year of the Monkey which means… I’m 24 now . Well I should be thankful that I’m not in Korea, or else I’d be 25 (which is halfway to 50. Thanks Nosey for the kind reminder).
(Here’s me doing an anti-wrinkle face mask)
I don’t think I ever made a legitimate list of New Year’s resolutions, but now that I have about a handful of readers to keep me accountable, here’s my long and painfully ordinary list:
(I read somewhere that quantifying your goals help you in achieving them, so I added some numbers)
(Here’s me doing an anti-wrinkle face mask) I don’t think I ever made a legitimate list of New Year’s resolutions, but now that I have about a handful of readers to keep me accountable, here’s my long and painfully ordinary list:
(I read somewhere that quantifying your goals help you in achieving them, so I added some numbers)
- Work out (more specifically, lose 15 lbs)
- One artist page every two weeks (that should be about 26 by the end of the year)
- Take the GRE (and do well)
- Apply to grad school
- Read… at least one book
- Do one DIY project (an LED cube or a clock?)
- WRITE MORE POSTS
- MAKE SOME VIDEOS
- Uh.. 500 FB likes? Too ambitious?
- Be a better boyfriend
I think that’s about it for now. I’ll try and update you guys on how I’m… failing miserably at sticking with these resolutions throughout the year.
Today’s song is a song I posted awhile ago, and it’s not too fitting as the first song of the year, but I have my reasons. These days, my mood has been as mercurial as the weather, and one person had to basically put up with all my crap as a New Year’s gift. Hopefully I’ll be less of a dimwit as this freezing weather settles in. Sorry, and thank you.
찬바람이 불던 저녁거리의 우리
스치는 사람들 속 이별을 말하는 너
그래 우리 힘들었었지
참 그랬어 우리 사랑 외로웠었잖아
함께한 시간들 속 눈물로 지샌 밤들
이제 지쳐버린 거니
아무렇지 않은 그 표정
뒤돌아 떠나던 그 모습
잊혀지지가 않아
지워지지가 않아
사랑이 끝나던 그날의 우리
긴 새벽을 견뎌 낼 때엔 네가 더 생각나
넌 지금 어떨런지 나와 같은 맘일까
너도 나만큼 힘들었음 해
아무렇지 않은 그 표정
뒤돌아 떠나던 그 모습
잊혀지지가 않아
지워지지가 않아
사랑이 끝나던 그날의 우리
이렇게 끝낼 순 없어 나
난 아직 널 사랑 하는데
잊혀진 거니 내가
지워진 거니 내가
하루하루가 나 힘이 들어
네가 없을 당장 내일부터 나
어떻게 해야 할지 모를 불안한 마음에
다 잊을 것처럼 아무렇지 않은 척
그렇게 날 다그쳐보지만
아무렇지 않은 그 표정
뒤돌아 떠나던 그 모습
잊혀지지가 않아
지워지지가 않아
사랑이 끝나던 그날의 우리
난 아직 널 사랑 하는데
잊혀진 거니 내가
지워진 거니 내가
하루하루가 나 힘이 들어
Under the street lamps of that wintry night
You closed the curtains on our act called love
I know we had our struggles
And it seems as if our love only made us lonelier
Through all the nights drenched in tears
Have you finally grown tired of me
Your nonchalant look
And your frigid back
I can’t forget it
I can’t erase it
As we stood still on our last day together
Your void grows as the shadow of the moon
Are you feeling the same way right now
Are you struggling as much as I am
Your nonchalant look
And your frigid back
I can’t forget it
I can’t erase it
The two of us on our last day together
I can’t let you go like this
I still love you
Have you forgotten me
Have you erased me
I can’t go another day without you
I don’t know what I’ll do
Tomorrow when you’re not here
I try to forget and try to forget
I try all that I can, but
Your nonchalant look
And your frigid back
I can’t forget it
I can’t erase it
The two of us on our last day together
I still love you
Have you forgotten me
Have you erased me
I can’t go another day without you
Age is nothing but a number… I’m telling you this after I freaked out about me being 28 (29 korean age T_T). anyhow, Happy New year, Be happy and healthy and write a lot :)