스탠딩 에그 (Standing Egg) – Yell

I guess what I was planning to write in my previous post was how I started to feel like I’m stuck in a cycle, a cycle that’ll take me nowhere. Even though that post was cut short by my drunken-self, I felt a bit relieved just by writing about it (in my head for most of the part). Then I came across this new song by Standing Egg which pretty much sums up all I wanted to say. The song talks about looking into one’s inner self and trying to see the beauty of it (this is also where the title of the album comes from). I often find myself comparing myself to others, seeing all that they have and all that I lack. I get jealous and frustrated, beating myself down on how I’m not the best at anything, a jack of no trades. I think this is a thought shared by many around my age who are unsatisfied in their current positions; it feels like we had to climb a higher wall to get to an even lower place. It feels like shit. This is certainly something I need to change about myself, learning how to look at things from a better light, and no one can help me with it. As the Eggs sing it, I wanna love me now and have some faith in myself.