Heh. It’s already been two years since I’ve written my first blog post, which means it’s been two years since I’ve graduated college. I still don’t know why I began this whole thing. Was it my ego? What did I have to prove? Did I simply want to feel larger than my actual self? Maybe it was because I felt lonely, and had no one I could talk to. Regardless of my initial motivation, there’s a lot I’ve learned along the way. I’ll be writing a blog post every day this week. My last seven.
난 엄마가 늘 베푼 사랑에 어색해
그래서 그런 건가 늘 어렵다니까
잃기 두려웠던 욕심 속에도
작은 예쁨이 있지
난 지금 행복해 그래서 불안해
폭풍 전 바다는 늘 고요하니까
불이 붙어 빨리 타면 안 되잖아
나는 사랑을 응원해
젊은 우리 나이테는 잘 보이지 않고
찬란한 빛에 눈이 멀어 꺼져가는데
아아아아아
아아아아아
아아아아아아아
아아아아아
아아아아아
아아아아아아아아아
슬픈 어른은 늘 뒷걸음만 치고
미운 스물을 넘긴 넌 지루해 보여
불이 붙어 빨리 타면 안 되니까
우리 사랑을 응원해
젊은 우리 나이테는 잘 보이지 않고
찬란한 빛에 눈이 멀어 꺼져가는데
그래 그때 나는 잘 몰랐었어
우린 다른 점만 닮았고
철이 들어 먼저 떨어져 버린
너와 이젠 나도 닮았네
젊은 우리 나이테는 잘 보이지 않고
찬란한 빛에 눈이 멀어 꺼져가는데
아아아아아
아아아아아
아아아아아아아
아아아아아
아아아아아
아아아아아아아아아
I never did get used to my mom’s love
Maybe that’s why it’s so difficult now
Even admist the selfish desires
There’s a beauty to be found
With happiness also comes worry
You know, like the calm before the storm
Can’t let it all up in flames
Cheering on for love
Our annual rings have slowly faded
And we lose sight in the bright lights
Ah-
Ah-
Ah-
Ah-
Ah-
Ah-
As adults we learn to backpedal
The day you turned twenty seems too far back
Can’t let it all up in flames
Cheering on for our love
Our annual rings have slowly faded
And we lose sight in the bright lights
Back then I didn’t know better
Only thing we had was that we were different
And now that we’ve grown up, grown apart
Look at the similar person we’ve become
Our annual rings have slowly faded
And we lose sight in the bright lights
Ah-
Ah-
Ah-
Ah-
Ah-
Ah-
Last Seven?
Last Seven.
Why? Do you not have time? Or is it just the right time to go?
Hopefully my blog posts will explain that :)